i think today is the best day of the week.
i THINK only laa.
because only Wednesday.
haaaaaah.
and its like alot of things happen this wholee week.
maybe since last week.
and i dont feel like talking about it.
i cnt believe i just burst out everything and Nadhirahh.
and she just sat there and listen to me.
so today.
after school.
me and Nadhirah went to Library or a while.
we talk alot.
and i realise theres alot ive been missing out.
i really mean ALOT! :D
yes.
we share alot of problems and secret.
haaaah.
so at least i know im not the only one having problems.
yes we talk alot and non stop.
girl,thnks for today.
at least it made me feel better.
im okeh now.
and i hope you are. :D

haaaaaaah.
i know we're drifting.
and i know you miss times with your girlfriends and loved ones.
one thing,girl.
dont regret your decision.
dont EVER regret.
eventhough its a heavy(?) responsibility.
you can do it.
a better job.
no,we wont leave you.
in fact we will be behind you always.
though euu cnt spend time with us.
we dont mind.
we understand.
we love you.
yes. :D
and pleeeease.
dont keep your troubles all to yourself.
share it.
we can help.
and the least we can do is listen your hearts out.
little girl,
you know who you are.
dont give up k?
i love yoo! :D

you know.
at times like this kannn.
it really shows how strong we are as girlfriends.
to hell what they say about us kan? (:
see!
we really stand strong! :D
hehehehhe!

found laguu ni.
and it reminds me of someone D:
yes i miss him.
and i still cnt get over it that hes gone.
forever.
and its been so loooong since we visit his 'resting place'
alaaa~ graveyard laaa.
its byebye by Mariah Carey D:
okeh let me cry now.


This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye


I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye


heheheh!
im done blogging! :D